If You Leave
Life is a series of beginnings and endings. We leave one job to start another; we quit cities, countries, or continents for a fresh start; we leave lovers and begin new relationships. What was the last thing you contemplated leaving? What were the pros and cons? Have you made up your mind? What will you choose?
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I contemplated leaving this earth 3 years ago. I was terribly unhappy, in terrible pain and no one could do anything about it. So I did. Luckily I didn’t succeed. Being hospitalized was no fun. I was thrown in with the people who tried to hurt others not just the attempted suicides. Who wants to trust going to sleep with dangerous strangers. A little rough for me and I spent a good bit of time crying.
I promised my family and friends I would not do that again.
And I promised God I would not do it again, that I would be here to help him with his plans for me.
Tessa
I checked out in other ways.. not good choices..But I have come around and seek God for my decision making. Our Father collects our tears in a bottle..He has a plan and purpose for us and it is good. Now we can share our testimony and encourage one another.. I thank Him for each day.
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I want to take a look at your Haiku, because I want to learn Haiku too!
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A haiku, the one I use anyhow, Has 5 syllables on line 1, 7 syllables on line 2 and 5 on line 3. So it is 5,7,5, Three lines total with those syllables. Takes some practice, but I can throw one together quickly.
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Yes we can share testimony. this is taking me a while to catch up. I haven’t learned the reader yet. sorry
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No problem but you sure have your Haiku down.. great job!
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Thank you!
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I’m glad you didn’t succeed, Tessa. Your life matters 🙂
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Thank you, I know that now. I am here for whatever God has planned for me.
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So very glad you’re still here!
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Me too Flo, Me too!
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