If You Leave
Life is a series of beginnings and endings. We leave one job to start another; we quit cities, countries, or continents for a fresh start; we leave lovers and begin new relationships. What was the last thing you contemplated leaving? What were the pros and cons? Have you made up your mind? What will you choose?
I contemplated leaving this earth 3 years ago. I was terribly unhappy, in terrible pain and no one could do anything about it. So I did. Luckily I didn’t succeed. Being hospitalized was no fun. I was thrown in with the people who tried to hurt others not just the attempted suicides. Who wants to trust going to sleep with dangerous strangers. A little rough for me and I spent a good bit of time crying.
I promised my family and friends I would not do that again.
And I promised God I would not do it again, that I would be here to help him with his plans for me.