God has planned our lives out. No matter how much we dream of certain things, I don’t believe they will happen unless they are in God’s plan for us.
I wanted very much as a child to be an oceanographer when I grew up. I wanted to scuba dive and explore wrecks. I was thrilled with anything about the Titanic and I also did a research paper comparing 3 different shipwrecks in history. I was obsessed with this idea of what I was going to do.
God had other plans. I am terrified to go under water in a clear pool, forget the nasty lakes and oceans. I can’t wear a scuba mask due to intense panic.
I think God is leading me towards a life of advocacy for mental health, mainly Bipolar Disorder as that is my main disorder and the invisible illnesses such as Fibromyalgia which I also have.
I have let go of my childhood dreams and am focusing on my new adult dreams that have so recently became a part of me.