FRIDAY FICTION with RONOVAN WRITES Prompt Challenge #26-Caught

FRIDAY FICTION with RONOVAN WRITES Prompt Challenge #26-Caught

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I have gone through a rough 4 months. I went off grid because everything just piled up on me and I actually spent some time in the psychiatric ward. I am back, trying to resume my writing. I left during a series I was writing for Ronovan’s Friday prompts. I don’t even know if it ended at a good spot or if it needs finishing, but it just isn’t in me at the time. So I am using the recommended prompt separately at this time.

Caught Plagiarizing

by Teresa Smeigh

May 20, 2016

I pride myself in my writing. It is one thing that I can do well despite or because of my mental illness. I write stories and poems. I write articles and had some published even.

I was always a good writer, all through school even. My research papers got me straight “A”s. I worked hard on them and through hard work made them perfect before I was ready to submit it to the teacher.

Last year I was offered the opportunity to write for a bipolar blog. My articles were being published.

Some of them I just wrote from my memories and feelings that I was living through with my bipolar. Others needed research.

I couldn’t decide how I wanted to do the research. Doing it like I would a research paper seemed outdated. I finally just settled on copying all the research at the bottom of the page I was writing the article on. I didn’t have to keep bouncing back and forth from website to website. It was all right there. No note cards to deal with either.

This way seemed to work so I continued it that way. I couldn’t sleep at night and ended up doing a lot of my writing then and after taking my psychiatric medications and sedatives.

Imagine my surprise when they stopped publishing my articles and didn’t reply to my emails. I had given up on them and quit worrying about the fact I needed to write an article a month.

Last night I got an email. They explained they had a delicate matter and they didn’t know what to do about it and wanted my thoughts.

It seems one of my articles had to be pulled off the site because they found a couple of paragraphs of plagiarism in the article. They sent me my file back and the URL of the other article.

It didn’t look like my work or my style of writing. I didn’t remember it. I even pulled my version that was saved and checked it. It was what I sent.

I am as honest as they come and the thought of plagiarism certainly never crossed my mind and like I said that just wasn’t something I would write.

I told them, first I was sorry it happened and hope they had no repercussions from the incident. I told them it wasn’t the way I write either. Not my style. I would back off graciously if they decide to drop me. I can’t deny what was in front of me.

The only thing I can figure out is that I was writing it while drugged up and pulled the research at the bottom up and into the article before sending. I reread so many times to proofread it doesn’t seem possible that I wouldn’t catch that, but it happened. I am also suffering from mental impairment, which has gotten worse. Drugs don’t help.

I never expected to be using plagiarism in a prompt for caught, but I don’t do much that is wrong. I know right from wrong, but this just happened when the prompt was announced.

It is making me feel bad, living on tenterhooks as to the repercussion I might suffer and paranoid as all get out when it comes to writing again. This is my words, no plagiarism here and who would own up to having somehow managed to doing it?

Whether intentional or not, even the best of us can get caught. I need a new writing style for researched articles that is for sure.

 

 

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About Tessa

Teresa (Tessa) Smeigh is now in her 60's and still going strong despite her disabilities affecting both physical and mental abilities. She has bipolar disorder (mental), Fibromyalgia (nerves), degenerative disc disease (spine), and arthritis (joints). Despite that she is active in Mental Health Advocating, writing for www.IBPF.org (volunteer for non-profit) and has 5 blog posts already published by them. She is also working on 2 fiction books (mysteries). She keeps her blog filled with useful content, daily devotionals (She is a Christian), stories and poems. Plenty to keep you busy. She has also been interviewed by blogs and had other posts published on many different blogs. She has 3 blogs so far http://www.tessacandoit.com and http://www.finallyawriter.com and http://www.sunnythoughtsandprayers.wordpress.com She is from Deptford, NJ. Her family and blogs keep her busy.
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7 Responses to FRIDAY FICTION with RONOVAN WRITES Prompt Challenge #26-Caught

  1. trentpmcd says:

    I’m sorry that happened. It could have been the drugs or perhaps your state of mind at the time or both. A mistake, but unfortunately one that might lose some trust.

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  2. Tessa, in something that I’m doing, they tell me never to rely on just one proofing; not sure how your timing had gone but if any way to finish in time to give yourself some leeway to be able to set it aside for a bit before you have to send it, could be good –

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  4. athling2001 says:

    Good you could own up to your mistake. Not many can. I applaud you for the honesty.

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